Alot on my mind
So I am just going to vent.....lemme start of by saying I was not in the 'system' at my job so I did not get paid on the designated day so you know I felt like I was going to blow a gasket I was so pissed!!!!! It took me three hours to settle down and I never got paid till the next day so do I have a right to be pissed?????? Lessons learnt make sure i ask if I have filled out all the necessary documantation when I start woking even though I do not believe it is my resposibility!!!!! The next thing is I am working in an environment where the energies are so negative!!! I am learning so much but the negative energy is sapping my strength!!!!! sure I toyed with the idea of leaving but I have decided it must not be because I am running away I have to learn how to toughen up nuh true? whats a gurl to do?
I also need to decide where I want to go with my career cause I dont want to lose the energy of love I have for it presently, I mean and I really would love to have more control over my time!!!! oh lawd I feel like I am complaining no not really I am venting!!!!
So on the positive note I got paid and I have some money my own for the first time in almost 5 years so thats great (:
Oh another thing I have a post paid phone so I go to buy a phone card and I did not check the card before I left the store it turns out it was not for the amount I wanted so I go back and the young lady behind the counter says I have to come back when the lady who sold me the card is there hmmmm I drove away thinking I would just forget it but I am not gonna lesson learnt check the values on cards when purchased (:
However I am fine loving my life and everything about it family, friends and even those who teach me to be strong!!!
one love, loving life and my sister locks still
I also need to decide where I want to go with my career cause I dont want to lose the energy of love I have for it presently, I mean and I really would love to have more control over my time!!!! oh lawd I feel like I am complaining no not really I am venting!!!!
So on the positive note I got paid and I have some money my own for the first time in almost 5 years so thats great (:
Oh another thing I have a post paid phone so I go to buy a phone card and I did not check the card before I left the store it turns out it was not for the amount I wanted so I go back and the young lady behind the counter says I have to come back when the lady who sold me the card is there hmmmm I drove away thinking I would just forget it but I am not gonna lesson learnt check the values on cards when purchased (:
However I am fine loving my life and everything about it family, friends and even those who teach me to be strong!!!
one love, loving life and my sister locks still
posted by still waters | 9:04 PM
5 Comments:
Honey it is quite alright to vent. It would be unhealthy otherwise.
Try to hang in there long enough to get the opportunities you are meant to get.
Thanks alot goodnapps the support means so much (:
one love still
That's why I left my last job. The toxic environment was draining me. But I understand that sometimes we may need to tough out a difficult situation until the Lord moves us. He'll make you strong as long as you lean on Him for strength and wisdom.
Where you are is just a pit stop until the next destination. You're just passing through, sis.
Glad you got paid and that you're still loving your locks :)
Vent vent vent! We all need to at times. What a frustrating day.
Your first own money in 5 years must feel good though -- don't let the negativity steal your joy.
Big hug!
Hey there I wanted to send you an email but cannot find an email address.
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