More stuff to think about

I have not posted in a while but as has been the case in the last couple of weeks been busy. I have had many things to rant on but I dont type when they occur and then I forget): There is one that still is bugging me, I was telling my mentor that I wanted to do my internship abroad she says its competitive and she only knows one other person that has done it overseas, says I will have to do other courses etc what does that mean ...... that I should not bother to apply it urked me. The thing is I do not want to do my internship here because I will be bonded with the government additionally I want to see the field at work in another setting, have another experience, I know it will be difficult and competitive but nothing tried nothing gained not true? My hair needs to be washed I am really hoping when I stop braiding and banding then it will not feel like such a chore and then may be I can just get into the shower and wash when that day comes I am going to do something very special(: My externship is coming to an end (I have had a job offer but I am not sure I will be able to take it up) My final year project is still a work in progress and I have a summer session to do oh boy when do I get holidays again??? did someone say soon(:

one love still